L E M O N S E A S O N

I am crazy about you.

2007-09-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

We don't need naps, darling. We don't need good movies to make us laugh.
We don't need rest and good night sleep. We don't need fancy restaurant to keep us entertained.
All we need are cheese and chick ladder snake, fireworks, a sudden kiss, and international monopoly.

And we'll get up all night long, laughing at anything, everything.

perfect exception

2007-09-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

Oh, the night was perfect.
Through Jackie Chan and ascended sofa leg,
Two thousand bottle-aquas and the black bag
Oh what can be more perfect?
Than a fried chicken fight,
And picnic under the moonlight,
Buttered by clumsy-ditch-lady stories,
Some stupidities and good laughs,
Oh yes, it was romantically wondrous,
An inexplicable set of Shakespeare’s lust.

Therefore, just one thing left in mind,
Just popped out from a voluptuary heart line,
And boy, I couldn’t get this out until Sunday
One question bugged my brain soon it will fray,
O what can I do to get your kiss of the day?

at the studio

2007-09-01T18:43:00.000-07:00

Words just flew by as you hold my hand. Like the concentration will do if they had had the wings.
Night was just freezed out my sight of smile. Like they will lock me up in the breeze of a heartbeat.
Oh and you just paralyzed the sorrow out of me. Like a fairy will do to Neil Perry's life.

I want you. I trust you. I am coming to you.
(Oscar Wilde-1895)

August 30th

2007-08-31T14:58:00.000-07:00

I am not a fairytale lady, boy
You can put me in any Cinderella story
Still prince charming wasn’t my thing
Romance for me just a hell of routines
Killing for realities,
Crying for happy ending
Oh, that’s why for you boy,
Just give me a shock of warming sun
Seal me on a steamed seat of a truck,
Bring me up gas containers and spinto band,
Traffic, dehydration and lack of romance

I DON’T GIVE A FUCKING CARE,

Cos I will fall for you, anyways…

2007-08-26T07:18:00.001-07:00

malahan kata kata yg seharusnya bikin ilpil
malah kata kata sayang buat gua

if there any other words can top those words, tell me and let me know.

letter to beautiful

2007-08-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hi there beautiful. I just want to say that I love the way you bring the world to me.
You’ve touched me through some picturesque pictures, scenic plans, a striking pose, with a bottle full of nightmares and text messages.
Oh, I just can’t get away from it, addicted to it with a very childish tone. Where did you go these past years? I’ve been waiting for someone to sing me John Legend at noon and BBB at night.
Take me over, beautiful. Just tie me to your belt and I’ll be your dog forever. Really really.

soon?

2007-05-08T11:02:00.000-07:00

Can this really end?
I am still thinking about you, but no
I can’t sketch you like she did?
We are the end
Why am I still thinking about us?
Me with higher level of believing
Can’t stand you two
Your summer getaways it’s now over
No more disappointing pictures
Or proud voices of an ex
We are the end
Let the white moon leaves our sights
Let the uphill dream house leaves our minds
And the rain will come to our path and erase it, Soon…

New Year's Eve 2007

2006-12-31T05:05:00.000-08:00

Langit Jakarta biru pucat.
Juga sapi nomor lima-lima yang mengiba ditinggal idul adha.
Membuat terompet seakan mendengar dan menyumbangkan simpatinya.
Kata sapi,
Hey terompet ini baru senja,
Kata terompet,
Tidak apa-apa, hanya ini yang saya bisa.

Langit Jakarta biru pucat.
Dilengkapi garis putih horizontal melayang menembus gedung dan bis-bis kota.
Dan lampu-kuning di pinggiran jalan membuat orang berpacaran semakin temaram.
Membuat pengendara roda dua melantunkan kendaraannya sambil berdiri, bertumpu hanya pada dua kakinya.
Sampai tibanya di terowongan Cawang menantang, merokok berbaring sendirian.
Bapak mengiba,
Saya hanyalah penjaga tol dalam kota yang kesepian.

2006-11-05T23:24:00.000-08:00

I saw moon,
I know you saw the same one
But mine was prettier,
With stars sprinkled,
And smile from far.

-kutabeach,October27th-

2006-10-21T23:48:00.000-07:00

ini perasaan apa obsesi sebetulnya?
oke, obsesi.

BAIKLAH, saya terobsesi dengan dia dan SELURUH kehidupannya. saya cemburu dengan pacar-pacar barunya. bahkan bukan NYA saja, tetapi semua orang yang punya pacar-pacar baru.

HAY KALIAN SEMUA, saya bilang PUTUS!

buang-buang waktu saja.

2006-10-12T20:56:00.000-07:00

saat-saat untuk menjadi statis dan fragil (lagi). *tapi saya bosan mendengarkan mogwai malam-malam sambil menghisap si serangan keberuntungan. kenapa semua harus dimulai lagi?
ini pembodohan apa saya membodoh-bodohi diri sendiri sih?

semuanya ada dihati nez
walaupun gag diungkapin lewat mulut
tapi kalo emang cinta
hati kita yang tau duluan
bahkan otak kalah cepat
kalau lo dikasih sayap, lo harus terbang (tebhe)

kalau lo dikasih sayap, lo harus minta paha (windy)

saran nih...

2006-09-03T00:14:00.000-07:00

Biar saja orang gila tetap gila,
dan ia sibuk dengan dunianya dan tetap menjadi maya,
berandai-andai kemana perginya si pacar maya,
cemburu dengan si selingkuhan-selingkuhan maya,
biar dia berkutat dengan pikiran-pikiran picik,
dan benar karta Irfan, senyumi dengan licik,

14:22am.untukorangyangdudukdikomputernomortujuh

cekikan musim panas

2006-08-30T03:49:00.000-07:00

mulai obrolan-obrolan panjang
dan ceng-cengan melelahkan
lima jam penuh bersama tawa
dari cranberries sampai rasa bersalah
selalu lovely happy friends
karena kalian, saya mengaku rindu kalkulus
struktur data dan teman-temannya,
titip-titip absen,
ritme-ria dosen,
ah, cepat yah enam bulan
belum juga emon jadi model lagi,
dan kita selesai haha-hihi

karena kalian, saya mengaku rindu cakra
gazebo, dan malam-malam panjang di bulog

sampai jumpa lagi empat september!

30/08/2006 17:45:09

buat dia yang namanya tak boleh disebut.

2006-08-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

Kamu tahu neraka kita adalah sayang.
Berapa Malik yang harus kita iris hatinya sebelum kita bahagia?
Tetapi kamu tetap disitu, menunggu dalam jembatan itu.
Meniti hanya seuntai rambut bayi yang baru lahir.
Memilih hanya menatap Malik-Malik yang baru mati.

Tidakkah kamu ingin mengunjungi saya disini?
Ambillah bidadari dan jadikan permaisuri, tuntunnya dengan lirih!
dan perpisahan akan membuat pertemuan yang berarti.

Lalu kita akan bersama sama meniti jembatan itu, menuju neraka yang abadi.

28/08/2006 13:08:07.

cerita dari malam sabtu murni

2006-08-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

redam nyanyian kosong tertunduk ragu-ragu
perhatikan kaki-kaki converse bergoyang bercumbu
tengok sana-tengok sini, saatnya surga cari udara

uh, micorazon senor sebelah sana
bernyanyi desire dengan tatapan mata
salut, salut!
semua tubuh menerawang/ waktunya penutupan

senor kemeja sebelah wanita siapa?
dia bilang sedang patah hati dan menghilang
tetapi tertawa dengan mata mata lebam
"alus, alus pisan!", cokelat dimainkan..

kembali hampa
ruang-ruang persegi dengan lantai kayu
teman-teman tertawa dengan sajak buka
tetapi aku jauh dari sini, dan kita sendiri.

-PURESATURDAYnight26agustus-

27/08/2006 10:15:40

Utopian gaze in such a hell night

2006-08-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

I wanna live in his utopia when dreams never end
And future don't lies beneath
Past don't bug a thing
When love is just a word
And feelings are simple
Jet'aime!
Let's go to Paris, London or Iceland
Where we can watch lady in the water on our own imax
Or the notebook, whatever you like
And we can go to Venice where we have our own harbour
With lights up above and down below
Where we can feed our childrens with your Van Gogh's look-a-like paintings
And we can picture our happiness
Everyday, everytime we want to
Because here, I need to live in your utopia
I'm lonely, far connected to any
Waiting to ride a miracle which can take me to yours
But never comes, ever
Maybe in our cynical live, we hardly meet again
I'm in my own denial, you've already met your utopia
Once again, I need yours!
I don't care people take other happiness
But tonight, this night
Tell the miracle to pick me up at 12
At the doorway of a painted dream
And sparkle of hope in a handphone
I'll be waiting
To enjoy your utopia, even just for a night

10/08/2006 20:28:11